I'm Kaleb, and I like to party. ;)

Notes: 2 / 18 hours ago

I graduate this Friday.

I wish I could post more like the past, but things are changing in so many ways. I swear I posted about how I couldn’t wait to graduate so long ago. Now that the time is near, it feels like I have to some way be more productive in my life.

Hopefully in my next few years, I could start producing my own music, for people to enjoy. Maybe when I get into college, I’ll be blogging more.

One can dream.

For now, I can only start working on my main goal. Let’s see where you take me, God.

Notes: 4 / 3 months ago from fivefifteen

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3 months ago

February 5, 2012

It’s almost my 2nd year having this Tumblr. Too bad I don’t use it like I used to. So much has changed. Can’t believe I was a sophomore/Junior when I would openly blog about my life which I thought was a fucked up one. Every time I think about it, I always wonder why depression can put a major impact on what and how I would act. I’ve changed too much, either for the good, or the bad. Whatever people see from me, it’s okay. Life is like this with everyone.

I wish I had the same feelings of typing so much about my life like so long ago; but I guess shit happens. College is around the corner and I’m going to be hoping its a great experience. I’ll finally be on my own and hopefully be away from many people I dislike. Too bad you’re never going to run away from people you dislike. You’ll always meet new people to hate. My family has been there for me so much lately, it’s a shame on how I would act in the past, being so full of ignorance. I’m even more ignorant now, but who’s to say I don’t have a good side?

My school. The people…most of the people who told me to stop smoking, to stop doing stupid shit, ended up doing it in the end. Most of the people I were close with rely on people they don’t know too well. Most of the people follow others because they all do it. It’s ridiculous on how stupid people can be when you know how they actually are. I loved it when they would be good people who didn’t do what I was ashamed of doing. Now I’m hating what I once loved from them.

A lot of people are getting tattoos at my school. But not just any kind. The kind that you regret. The kind where you think you’ll know and stay with that person the rest of your life. The kind where you point out “they’ll regret it” without hesitating. I’m sure glad that it’s not me. I just don’t understand why in the world people would get the kind that has to do with people you won’t even know in the future. I want to get away from these people so much. At least ” those kind”.

There are, however people I do enjoy being around with. People who accept me, people who I accept. Its just sad that I don’t have that many. Either way,

I still thank God for everything. My life may have little problems, but so does everyone else’s. I’m just glad mine are not serious like what I had back then…or what I had though was bad. Now all I have to worry about is time.

3 months ago